This past year, Wild Thing lost part of her sight to wet macular degeneration. Reading’s possible but not simple. She’s had to quit driving, which since we live at the end of beyond is a major adjustment for both of us. Independence matters hugely to her. And to me. And around here, without a car? It’s difficult. The village is on a bus route, although with endless government budget cuts I’m not sure how long that will be true. But even so, it’s a minor route. You can get to one of two nearby towns and a village or four, but you may have hours to kill before you can get home.
She’s gotten an electric bike–she has enough sight left to manage that–but even so it’s a huge adjustment for both of us.
So I’m going to break two unwritten rules here: 1. This isn’t a me-blog, and I don’t write about our lives unless they touch on the intercultural mayhem of two Americans living in Britain; 2. I don’t reblog anything that isn’t tightly related to that topic. But hell, they’re my rules, so I get to break them. I’m linking you to a post on Wild Thing’s blog, where she writes about the last day she drove to the moors so she could do some photography. She knew she wouldn’t be driving much longer. She wasn’t sure how much longer she’d be able to use a camera. The day had the intensity of a farewell. The photographs are damn good.
If we’re lucky, the doctors will be able to stop any further deterioration (all hail the National Health Service, which allows everyone access to free medical care) and she’ll be able to keep on using a camera. But we won’t know for another couple of months.
Oh! Our neighbour’s husband has this and it’s been really hard watching him. She’s also got vision problems and has been diagnosed with cataracts – they can’t operate: yet. Now it’s watching them: fiercely independent and battling on. And then the news that their daughter has it and in her mid-30’s is losing her sight. She’s come to live in the village because she doesn’t have to drive here (she isn’t allowed to anymore – can’t renew her licence). I do hope that whatever procedure is available happens soon and is fantastically successful.
Strength to you both.
PS Magnicificent photos
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I’ll pass the compliment along. Thanks.
She’s started the treatment, but it takes three months before they know whether they’re working. We’re a month and a half in. I can’t imagine what it would be like to face this in your thirties. Sorry–I just run out of things to say there.
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Nuff said. No apology needed.
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Oh, I hope the treatment will be successful.
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Thanks, Yvonne. We’re hoping.
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Sorry to hear that. Most people have no idea what the loss of a drivers license means, especially in the U.S. They should put their keys away for a week and see how they fare.
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It would make us all campaigners for public transportation.
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I’m off to her blog. I wish her the best with the treatment. The loss of independence is very hard to experience and to watch.
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Thanks. I trust we’ll manage this without giving up our separateness–which is a large part of our togetherness. But it’s not likely to be easy.
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I’m so sorry to read of WT’s condition and the impact it will have on your lives. The loss of independence must be a very difficult adjustment to make. Given that WT is obviously an accomplished photographer, the loss of her sight must be devastating. I do hope the treatment works wonders. Best wishes to you both for this new phase in your lives.
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Thanks, Laura. We’re struggling to deal with this in some way that lets us both keep our independence and yet wrestle with it together.
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I’m sure you will find a way. It just takes time to find the solutions, I’m sure. A good friend went through something similar with her husband. Both had to grieve for the retirement they had planned that was dashed by his disability. Then they were able to find workarounds that enabled them to both have some separation as well as togetherness.
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Good to hear that.
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Her photos are beautiful, and meaningful. Thanks for sharing something so personal.
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The response has been moving and makes me glad I did.
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Put the kettle on. I’ll be right there so carry on until I arrive. My turn for sweets and cakes this time…I hope you like chocolate. xoRaye
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You do know how to respond to a crisis. We love chocolate. And we love people who bring it even more.
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I’m keeping my fingers crossed that the treatment will work,
Pit
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I understand your feelings. My wife is losing her sight to a retina problem with no solutions. This frustrates the retinal specialist because doctors want to fix things and there is nothing he can do except to check on a regular basis for any bleeding in the eye. She does not drive anymore and even with assisted devices she cannot see everything. So the only thought I can give you is that you are not alone in this journey. Jim
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Thanks for that, Jim. We’ve suddenly discovered that we’re part of a secret club–people with vision loss; their partners; their families. In an odd way, it’s heartening to know we’re not alone. My love to your wife, and to you.
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That is one of the problems, if you don’t have dark sunglasses on, a white cane or guide dog then others have no idea you have a vision loss. I do all of the driving now and we have added more lights in the house. I put in battery operated motion sensor lights in the hallways so when we have to get up at night we have immediate light. I don’t know about the old saying that when you loose one sense the others become stronger. I lost the hearing in my right ear but my eyes did not get any better. Keep the faith. Jim
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We’re thinking our way through the lighting. So far a flashlight seems to be enough at night (a neighbor introduced us to one that’s small but has an impressive beam), but motion sensor lights are a great thought.
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Oh I hope the doctors can halt the progress of her macular degeneration.
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Positive thoughts to both of you. I know of various cases where medical treatment did work. Meantime bless your bus route, make the most of it…
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My uncle had the same. They don’t seem to be as strict in Florida about taking away licenses as they ought to be, but without adequate public transportation folks keep struggling along. My uncle finally gave it up after an accident. Luckily no one was hurt other than the vehicles. I’m noticing my vision getting worse and new glasses don’t seem to be helping. My heart goes out to Wild Thing. The thought of having to give up photography (great image BTW) is heart breaking.
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The lack of public transportation does put terrible pressure on people to keep driving when they shouldn’t–although that doesn’t excuse it. When you think of the damage any of us could do, it’s sobering. Or should be.
Will you forgive some advice? If the new glasses aren’t helping, go back and tell them so. And if they don’t take you seriously, see someone else. If something really is wrong, the sooner someone figures out what it is, the better shape you’ll be in. Now pick up that phone and call. Please.
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Certainly I’ll forgive the well-meaning advice. I’ve been procrastinating a bit, but it’s probably the nudge I needed to make an appointment. I’ll still have to wait for the Bird-day holiday business to subside, but will call Monday. Thanks for caring. Wishing Wild Thing all the best for halting the deterioration.
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Good. And thanks for letting me give you that shove.
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I’m very sorry to hear this. Please give Wild Thing my love, thoughts, prayers, and good vibes that her eyes won’t deteriorate any further and that she’ll at least still be able to document the world through both her human and inanimate lens. <3
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Will do. And thanks.
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*lenses
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Dear Ellen,
I’m off to Wild Thing’s blog.
Never give up is my mantra.
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Thanks, timethief. Giving up isn’t on the agenda just now. Life will change but still be worth living.
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I wish a halt to the degeneration
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As do we, my friend. Thanks.
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That totally sucks. At least she has you to support her emotionally. Best of luck to her in her medical endeavors.
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Thank you. It does suck but hey, life has these little joys wrapped up inside it.
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I’m so glad you wrote about this. Even though we SAY we come to read about intercultural mayhem, we are a community gathered around you and WT (and the animals). Thanks for sharing something so personal and troubling. I’m off to read WT’s account.
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Thank you, Sandy Sue. It feels very much like a community to me.
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I’m sorry that’s happening to her…I hope there’s a way to stop it..good luck! :)
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Thanks, Linda.
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